Hello, my name is Dane Wilkerson(Danja) and my brother is Ron Wilkerson(Auronelite). I feel it is important that you guys atleast get an apology for today. You can delete this tomarrow or whenever you like. This right now is not about Auronelite, its about me now, Dane Wilkerson.
Today, I do not know, or understand why I said some things I shouldnt have, and I am very embarrased.
My brother has had Auronelite since this game came out. After he had it a month, I decided to try it and we decided to make a character name after me so
I chose Danja. Well, after a while I got bored cause my brother is having fun tearing shit up with his sam and so, I asked him if I could use his account also(He had redmage to 20 so
I leveled him for a while to 55, well, he did, but I helped and then he kind enjoyed watching me play and I liked watching him play so we both leveled him to 62 going on 63 so we could farm so I could get enough to play Ranger with best possible equiptment). He was kind and said sure, bet you better not spend my gil cause he likes to save it. Well lol, he likes to save money at home to and now he makes me look poor. And ofcourse lol, I went out and spent over a million on equiptment . With work Tae Kwon Do and etc. we dont spend alot of time with together like we should. The only thing we have in common and brings us togther is
we love to play this game even if Im just watching him, and not to mention we enjoy everyones comfort and friendship in this game tremendously. He likes alot of pple and I like alot of pple. Our friends list is over 100 pple if not more. Since I play this game too, I really appreciate everyones company on this adventure.
My brother Ron(Auronelite) plays alot more than I do cause he is off now for a few months for winter considering he does roofing and also he pays for it which I should pay half but never thought about it till now. I, Dane Wilkerson work at a private condominium in St. Louis(
http://www.theplazainclayton.com). At work I either do Valet(All the rich pples slave) or do Frontdesk where I watch security cameras and I am in charge of who enters the building and who leaves the building. Well, since its a Private Condominium, we dont get that many pple coming in. Marshal Faulk came in one time, but he is a ass if I have ever seen one. For some reason I thought he was gonna woop my ass and I dont know why. Jim Edmonds, well, very nice person to have a conversation with. Well back to my post. I dont do to much when Im there so when I run the frontdesk, I pretty much just go on FFXI forums all day seeing if there anything exciting I can do when I do play.
CKD and Killing Ifrit forums are the best considering.. hmm, well, they just are. They have all the best players and the most familiar faces.
Today, I made the biggest mistake of my life. I was at work and me and the valet were really bored. I was reading forums and he was bugging me to play a game on there and you dont bother someone when there on a forum
Well,he got to my nerves so I told him to go sweep some leaves and leave me the Fxxx alone. Then I came across a couple forums that I had no business saying anything about and made a big deal about things. I dont know what my deal was and started feening for attention. And just stired shit up so bad and the only attention I got was bad attention which I deserved. Well, at noon the permanent Frontdesk came in. So then, I had no computer. I started thinking about what I did and why I did it.
I disrespected Yarr which in my view is a King in the game, and people told me how he spent tons of money helping people and all I did was insult him. And after that I realized that I was a dick head and just wanted to punch myself. Then, when Yarr got my IP and it showed the Auronelite, I literally almost had a heart attack. I was just trying to say things that made me look like I didnt play the game cause I knew I just really fucked my brother over. I wasnt trying to make it that hardcore but I wasnt thinking of who I would hurt, or what the cost of this were. I plain out messed up. I never meant anything I said. I really dont. Now I regret it and I am severally paying for it. I feel so low and I know I should cause what I did was more than low, especially all of that just for some attention, and I got more than I bargained for.
When Im on forums, I go as the name of Auronelite considering that is in our account the main character. (Rons character, but I do play too while hes at work- I leveled our Ranger to 49 in 1 month and was alot of fun.
I think alot of you have been there, you know, the all nighters.)
Well, anyways,
I apologize to everyone that seen that disrespectfull posts and especially to all CKD members for doing it on there forum. I am accepting my punishment of losing alot of my good friends considering they are some of my only good friends I talk to.(I have alot of friends, but only a few really good friends I can talk to in real life too) I feel like when Im on here I can talk about almost anything, but ofcourse I dont, but you can throw alot of character even just posting basic game post, you know?
I just hope one day I will be able to post on here without feeling hated, cause I know I am now. Please, just please dont reply flaming me on this post cause I have had enough stress all day and night with this. I am very tired and couldnt go to sleep without posting this. I understand if you all ignore me for a while, even if you do,
you guys are still all friends to me cause I would be extremely upset if someone else did the same thing too. I am a human being just like everyone and Im trying to apologize, thats all.
Just please leave my brother out of this, if you want to black list anyone, please do my character Danja. Thank You for your time.
P.S. Thanks Yarr for not banning me, I really do respect that alot, Thank You
Dane Wilkerson
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Got cussed out alot yesterday. I felt like I was ready to wake up from a nightmare lol.
