This about sums it up.

Right click save as please. Save some bandwitdth. haha This is one of the two things that make me feel better lately...

Enjoy.

This song rocks Matti! How come your upset? :-(

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<3 Strungout...have you seen them live? Awesome^^
BTW...Cheer up dammit

I saw them with Big Wig not too long ago. It was pure bliss! My two favorite bands together. Needless to say I was covered in blood after that show. haha

I hurt myself again today,
Feelin' a little numb I could
Use the pain.
I always find myself in this
Little bind.
It's been a few weeks since
You've been around,
So here I sit with my hands
Strapped down patiently awaiting
Our secert games
We used to play
All alone, so here
I sit all tied up,
All alone with all my thoughts,
I do not mind if this goes on.
I think about about what I'll say to you
When you finally decide to
come my way,

I'm sitting around all painted
like a fool,
And I don't know how I got
This way, and I don't know how
much more I wanna take.
But I know you'll shoot me down,
and bury me before I get too high.
So here I sit all tied up all
Alone with my thoughts when
Will I learn to walk away
From the things I do that make
Me feel the way, I feel when
I'm with you? Tonight it's me, myself and I,
All this pain I seem to put
Myself through, all the ways I
Find to submit to you
Cat o' nine tails gettin' old
And I don't know how I got
This way I don't know how much more
I wanna take.
I got a millon ways to tame
Myself and a million nights to try
When will you come around
To do the things you do to me
I hate this game of solitaire.

Matti. You remind me of myself so much that it makes me weep for you.

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Its only as tough as you make it matti.

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COBRA KAI DOJO NEVER DIES
RIP Shiloh

This is true. I also know that in a few weeks I'll be over it and have moved on. Thanks, Yarr...

The reason I say that this song help is because of the last part:

It's easy to forget your face
and it's easy to survive in this place
Without you. Without you.
I just comb my hair and wash my face
I keep straight ahead and keep my pace
Don't think about nothing and my days will be alright
I've got my firends, I've got my pen
I've got a million distractions to keep me warm
and I know that I'll be alright.

For me matti, the hardest part of the broken heart is realizing that your heart isnt as broken as you thought.

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COBRA KAI DOJO NEVER DIES
RIP Shiloh

you know i'm really proud of yarr, i can't physically see how he's doing. But he sounds he's doing better and better everyday. He's pulling out of this a better person than he was before. Matti think of it as a turning point. And remember you are never alone. Thats my job lol

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Job 10: 20
The mikey's have a plan. Djay isn't all powerful.

Hope is beauty,
personified
at her feet, the world,
hypnotized

a million flashes,
a million smiles
and on the catwalk
she flats in style

but in the heart of darkness
our hope lies lost and torn
all flame like love is fleeting
when there's no hope anymore

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