omg and modest too! sheesh

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heh

i still think mikeys neekid idea is teh best

I said I was egotistical. haha

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COBRA KAI DOJO NEVER DIES
RIP Shiloh

- I hate how jealous I feel sometimes.
- I hate when sometimes I want to say something, but I don't, then regret it later.
- Sometimes I hate how easily I forgive people, because they just end up hurting me again.

I don't like my hieght
I don't like how i Give ppl the benfit of the doubt. I always get burnt
I don't like how Trusting i get
I don't like how I worryied i always am
I don't like how I'm unwilling to Try for anything
I don't like how Defense i get some times. and how Fast.

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I just dont like talisin in general.

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COBRA KAI DOJO NEVER DIES
RIP Shiloh

Matti, I hate my broken heart too. Lets run away together. And don't give me any of that career bs again. And I'm sorry if I blew your cover with the other ladies >.> haha

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Milly needs more Vivi lovings <3

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-I don't like my honesty. Being honest gets me in a lot of trouble.
-I don't like my inability to debate and argue. I tend to dig myself large holes.
-I don't like how people mistake my kindness for weakness
-I don't like my shyness in certain situations.
-I HATE HATE HATE how I'm so unopinionated. But I guess it's aight....

I hate my apathy towards others and myself.

I dislike the fact I'm addicted to the internet but too lazy to do anythign about it.

Dont you think that getting sentimental is actually a way to get over the past. If you put everything away it will get out one way or another.

I dislike my alarmclock.

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Deleted und retired. Ciao.

Okay, see you in 4 days.

oh found another.
i hate how i cant use a iron i always burn myself =/

I hate that I can never voice what's truly bothering me.
I hate that I can never risk security for my passions.

I hate going to bed at 3 AM helping people in FFXI because i like pleasing people from a diferent time zone.
I hate being so damn nice.
I hate my laziness.
I wish had more muscle irl
I hate my english class
I hate being broke
I hated the Ring 2(compared to Ring 1)
I hate being ridiculed by people who are retarded so they can look smarter when they really are a dumbass.

That's it i think

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i hate the fact that i'm a hopeless romantic and only fall for girls who aren't interested in me.

oh and

<3Mikey - i hope you feel better about all that shit soon man

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I dislike that I cant seem to find anyone. But I guess its true when they say you only find love when you arnt looking. So I give up.

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I'm like this too lol. yea thanks i just got to some thinking yesterday. And i need to take charge and begin to take control of things. first and foremost i need to get a grip with myself. I need to let it go and continue on , i need to learn from my mistakes and look forward. I gotta work on a better me a better mike!

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Job 10: 20
The mikey's have a plan. Djay isn't all powerful.

yeh i've kind of been coming to the same conclusion lately, after pining after people who didn't care and putting myself through the ringer of sadness, anger, and self loathing, I've come to the realization that i need to stop actively persuing others in order to fulfill this need inside of me and to just work on myself. Maybe when I'm proud of the way I look and I've found some level of self-content; I won't need anyone else's approval of myself.

It's a shitload easier said than done, but, I've just exausted all other possibilities.. time to conform to the blissfully ignorant

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Ed Gein.. lmao. Yarr is going to start eating people soon.

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I don't mean to get this thread more depressing.

When Bill died my world and the life I knew pretty much fell apart. I realized that all my life I was a Wife first and foremost, and then a mother. I realized how much of my life was centered around him (even when he wasn't here). When he died, I was alone and the life I knew was pretty much gone as if I had died too. The point is, we can't control other people, we can't control what happens to those people around us. Sometimes they leave us, even if not by choice. All we can do is take care of ourselves. I don't regret a minute of living my life centered around Bill. But, if I could do it over I would make sure I had a life other than his - mine.

Cyn

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Don't fix me -- I'm not broken!
Yarr's love slave.

That's sad...I don't have a true love or anything only people i love are my parents don't laugh because they would do anything for me when they die there will be an emptieness that cant be replaced..

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Cyn thank you for your words.

I don't know you at all but your words are very visible to my current situation. It is given me a new perspective on my current relationship. Thank you.