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make a happy one... turn that frown upsidedown god damint!

thos look good though, you have the gift

first one i did today, and i just got dumped yesterday

second one i did a week ago when my friend told me her mom had cancer.

would explain the malaise i guess.

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Jimbean needs custom title "emo kid"

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i hate that shit tho.. cuz i'm just me, and i happen to be a sad kid, it's who i am, i'm not following some image or anything. I've been this way since I can rememebr, and the big difference, I think is that most emo kids have nothing to cry and whine about, while I on the otehr hand have had some crazy rl shit happen to me. Anyway, try to forget the sentiment behind them and just appreciate or hate them for what they are. This isn't some cry for attention, this isn't me being like "oh feel sorry for me" this is just me expressing myself and sharing it with you guys.

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Write me a song Jim, lol <3

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http://www.dirkeffertz.com/mp3s/in_your_absence.mp3

carry me away.
on your wings into portrait dreams.

hold me until these words fade away.
hold me in your arms.
let tonight become a forgotten memory.

i've waited all night to get close enough to you
to breathe you in.
and now this blank stare with which
i'm met is all i have with a loss of breath.

this is not anger.
this is not anger.
this is hurt.

honestly i cant believe you can say
such stabbing words from a mouth that beautiful.
its not like either of us meant it.
it's not like this will ever mean anything to you.

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lalalala its all around the world, just lalalalaa...

jim, can you play any instraments?

drums, guitar, bass

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Your Watching too much Romeo and Juliet.

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bah i think it's just cuz i want to become a tattoo artist so i practice things like scrolls, angel wings, old english lettering, and sacred hearts

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i hate when people are all smiley and optimistic. its usually just a facade

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RIP Shiloh - I'll never forget ya

i can't tell if you're being sarcastic or not lol

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I don't think he is, lol. From what I know of Whisp, that sounded just like something he would believe hehe.

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The Bearded Hume Player/Coach for the Washington Generals
"I got the fever, and the only prescription is more cowbell!"

nice bewbs irl

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she's got an alfalfa style cow-lick too



hott

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Pretty nice stuff there Jim ^_^ lol, I draw too, (not very good though) but I try. ^^ I didn't know you drew, or played instruments for that matter. . o_o Jim is very creative. (*'-')/ /cheer

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yeh i'm a bit of a jack of all trades. post some stuff! I'd love to see it. I mostly just write, make websites, play music, and draw. I've posted links to stuff before but you seem like someone who'll actually check it out and be interested in it.. so here you go, let me know what you think.

writing: http://www.dirkeffertz.com/dirk_effertz/indite.html

music: http://www.dirkeffertz.com/mp3s (i've been in a few bands, but none did much except for this band called regarding i, you can check out the old website here: http://www.dirkeffertz.com/regarding_i and http://www.dirkeffertz.com/regarding_i_2 i played drums and helped write a lot of the riffs as well)

art: http://www.dirkeffertz.com/drawings and http://www.dirkeffertz.com/book the second link is pages of a 66 page book i wrote and illustrated for some girl i had a thing for

websites: here's the prototype of my redesign, hoepfully i'll finish it soon and all of my stuff can finally be displayed in one place instead of 1500 links: http://www.dirkeffertz.com/phoenix/about.html i've also doen some other small sites for friends: http://www.dirkeffertz.com/trace , http://www.dirkeffertz.com/aeschylus , http://www.dirkeffertz.com/hum , http://www.dirkeffertz.com/i_hate_myself (just a note: most of these sites were designed when i worked soley on an ibook, and are meant for a 800x600 display, that's why the jump pages and things look extremely strange)

so you know.. i like to keep myself busy, and i have a crazy overactive mind that needs to do tons of shit or i'll explode. let me know what you think, it'd be interesting to hear another artist's opinion about it

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Lol, here's some of the stuff I've done, I think two of the drawings I have I'm actually proud of, the other stuff is kinda. . random sketchy crap (^^)b

http://saviourliadon.deviantart.com/gallery/

Anyways, enjoy, I'll see if I can't get myself to draw some stuff later on, considering I haven't drawn in quite a while. . . probably pretty rusty from it. @_x

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very nice stuff here, i like the anime style, so how come you stopped?

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lol, not bored enough, and I lack inspiration ^^; Also trying to catch up on reading. o@ I did a year of nothing but purging "creativity" from my system Now I'm boring (^^)b

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hmm haha

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that girls hair looks terrible

Life is way too silly to be taken seriously.

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Don't click this link.

correction, life it way to important to be taken seriousley