I was browing ytmnd today and found this.

http://myspacesuicide.ytmnd.com/

I really dont understand how people can make fun of someone who committed suicide... I didnt think it was real at first but then i found the guys myspace and it is true.

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fu ... C603596062

Gonna add him.

yeh i saw that too.. wtf

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Probably his brother or the police. His brother posted on there so thatd be my guess. Theres not way with those comments its fake.

Here's his brother.

Can't find anything about him other than myspace. His full name was Joshua Ansen Ballard btw.

Yeah his brother is emo too

I wonder why he killed himself. I bet my friend has gone through a hell of a lot worse. This is why I cant commit suicide; I cannot give up hope.

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Its one of the stupidist ytmnd I have seen and can't believe someone would do that

and I don't think that is his brother, if u read his post it says they met when they were younger

I noticed that after I posted the link.

There's a really wild string of dark humor online, and I can't really understand it myself.

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all and all its pretty sad

while i dont find it funny, i find it extremely pathetic for someone to commit suicide... let alone blasting it on myspace.

i know for one i may not have had it as bad as some people, but ive had a pretty shitty life. and not like "omg i cant get a new mercedes" life, but several times ive had to go "this sucks got screwed over again and now im homeless and need to sleep in Denny's". never contemplated killing myself thru any of the bullshit because its all temporary bullshit... death is permanant.

funny thing is, where was all this support before he killed himself? you can tell when something isnt right with someone. if its bad enough to require medication, its noticable enough to call the proper authorities and cue the red flag to parental units (which btw should be the first to notice when their child is sleeping 90% of the time when theyre home, and acting differently).

sorry if i sound cold, but i believe that its good he did it. now we will have 1 less retard to procreate... making the gene pool a fraction wiser in the long run. peace out retard, hope whereever you ended up has a way for you to kill yourself when "life gets hard" again.

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little harsh , dont you think? wtf you talking about its not good he did it, he was a human being... sometimes ppl just lose there mind, and dont stop and think about what they can lose, or why they are doing it

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so what if he's another human being. as a human being you have a process of thought, and a constant sense of your own mortality. meaning, if youre able to take youre own life then you are able to grasp exactly what youre doing. people like him had a friend die, or lost a girlfriend... or his parents wouldnt let him go out past 10pm. then he decided that it was unfair and theres nothing worth going on for. he knew exactly what he was doing, hell if you look at the comment he said "call the police ill be in this room". all this retard wanted was attention, its not anyones fault that his plan backfired and he died.

i dont have pity for stupid people, im sorry. and yes IT IS GOOD HE DIED. people with the limited rationalization as him need to be weeded out of the gene pool. would you want someone with his level of thinking in control of your life? absoloutely not. i swear all these cry babies came outta the woodwork as soon as goth and emo became mainstream. "im going to cut myself until you give me attention". how about instead of trying to fucking kill yourself you talk to someone? omg what a novel idea! NO PAIN YOU EVER GO THROUGH MENTALLY OR PHYSICALLY SHOULD EVER DRIVE YOU TO KILL YOUSELF (as a higher thinking being our brain has thousands of ways for you to deal with traumitizing experiences all preserving the survival instinct). its lazy idiots who cant rationally process things outside of "boo hoo my friend died, i need to end my life too". im so sick of people trying to simpithise and cater to certain types of people. grow a set and deal, if you think you cant deal alone.... hi you have the ability to talk for a reason.

ill console and listen to anyone who feels like theyre on the edge, but ill be damned if i pity them when they make well thought out, yet stupid choices. flame on!

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Xiona, that's bullshit. This kid had problems, but no one has a right to determine who is good enough to continue sowing the seeds of mankind. He was not a weed. He was a screwed up child who did not yet have the maturity to understand some of the things we take for granted, whether it came though the fault of the parents, society, or a chemical imbalance. Have some fucking compassion.

no i wont haha. im not going to blather on about the hardships of my life to justify why i refuse to give someone pity for doing some stupid shit. there are millions of people with worse lives than i could ever imagine.. and yet they somehow find the strength to carry on. its called the hope, dispite our lingering mortality we strive to go against the futility and press on.

stop being nieve that some most likey over privledged person decided that he wasnt getting enough attention so he staged a suicide and noone got there in time. we are all given choices in our lives. the paths we take are final and forever engrained into the perception of the collective. i dont feel bad for the guy who tries to climb a building for a thrill and falls to his death, so why should i feel bad for this kid?

Edit: just saw the sowing of seeds part haha, let me just say we already go completely against the design of natural selection. the reason why humans are plagued with disease, and mental problems etc etc is because we dont let those people naturally phase out. factor in that we procreate far beyond our resources leads me to say no we shouldnt decide who dies, but we shouldnt say who lives either. theres a thing called moderation, and our society does not practice it ever. sorry if im a cold individual, but i try to weigh the facts of the situations... i dont factor in emotion.

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I agree with Xiona. If you still had time to go on myspace, obviously suiciding isn't the last option. Kid had problem, so does everyone else in the world. What kind of problem did he have? Heck, hes still using computer, he still has a good brother out there, he still has a lot of friends to go around. Can't be that bad to go to the point of killing him self. Suicide shouldn't be an option for anyone no matter how harsh your problem is.

However, I'm not saying it isnt sad he took that option. But it shouldn't be an option to begin with.

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I also agree with Xiona.

Hell, Dante says this better than I can: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dante%27s_Inferno#Inferno

Look under Circle 7, the Middle Ring.

I feel bad that the kid had a bad life, but I'll be damned if I feel sorry that he took the so-called "easy way out". There's always someone out there willing to help and/or listen.

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I am w/ Xiona and HCC but I do feel bad, I have been through this before when a friend of mine commited suicide, but it wasn't because he had been depressed or anything like that.

He and one of his bodies had got plastered at a party and his best friend ended up drinking too much and seizing. My friend that commited suicide thought his best friend was dead and decided just to go home. At home his dad ripped into him about everything and how he should have been more responsible. When his dad left to go be w/ his best friends parents he took his dads pistol and shot himself. His best friend ended up being all right but at that time, being intoxicated didn't help at all, he wasn't in the right state of mind.

I do think suicide in the wrong option and frown upon it completly. But in certain situations, like my friends, its hard to frown upon that when something else its inhibiting rational thoughts.

Guys... is myspace where people hook up? SWEET!

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You're all missing the point. I'm not empathizing with the kid. Yes, I think he was pathetic, and should have dealt with his more-than-likely minor problems with strength and fortitude befitting a human being.

But Xiona just said (s)he was glad he died. Natural selection be damned, that's fucking sick. Let's just go around and pull life support all the terminally ill cancer patients...hey, they can't contribute anything more to society, right? Oh, and let's kill the blind, deaf, disfigured, and handicapped people, because we don't want their filthy genes in our wonderful, crystal-clear pool. "I don't factor in emotion." We're humans, not machines. If you truly think that way, than as far as I'm concerned, you can remove yourself from the gene pool. We don't need people like you.

I'm done with this fucking thread.

Individuals in third world countries or communist dictatorships with the barest of necessities find a way to endure life without suicide, so what would make some fool in the wealthiest of nations decide his quality of life was not adequate? I'm sorry to all the offended goths/emos, but I will save my compassion for those who actually deserve it.

lol whatever you can cry all you want but the honest truth is what i give. im not saying we need to go through some sort of mass genecide, but incase you didnt notice we are a sick species. and we arent getting any better by spending resources saving (by saving i mean keeping people alive for what 10years max?) people. do you know how many homeless people are in your town? do you know how many uneducated people are walking your streets? my point is instead of leaving people like little timmy on life support for 10 years wasting a space and money in a hospital that can be used for other shit.

yes i think its a good thing the douche bag died. but dont worry, for every dumb ass like him, there will be 10,000 born to replace him. so theres no need to cry, youll still have someone to feel pity for when they off themself. oh no someone doesnt feel absolute empathy for everything. as far as removing myself from the gene pool, unlike idiots like the people you pity... i fight to stay alive. so slim chance of you getting your wish. am i outspoken, you bet i am. do i care if youre pissed at the way i look at things, not a chance. you can call me sick all you wish, at least im making valid points to back up my views instead of telling someone theyre just plain inhumaine.

point blank: people who commit suicide are idiots. when an idiot does something stupid and gets hurt or killed, i dont feel bad at all.

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