Can't say I've ever been truely in love, only crushes so I can't answer it

Lady luck hasn't returned my calls. I think she might have left me. I've just been biding my time, thinking of abstract concepts to objectify in my spare time. Well, if you'll excuse me, Mr. J. Daniels returned my calls about the little pangs of self-doubt eating a gaping hole of empty loniless in the siding of my apartment. I've got to take this call.

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Retired 8/21/06
Don't click this link.

I was kind of in a deep relationship for about 5 years, and im only 20. Know the girl all my life, but I hardly ever talk to her anymore. Still think about her everyday, and its hard to just pick up and move on for me still. Its hard to explin really but sometimes i feel like nothing without her.

Its hard to figure out when to walk away and when to try and salvage as much as you can. It all depends on how and who ended it.

I know I find myself thinking about this alot.

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COBRA KAI DOJO NEVER DIES
RIP Shiloh

At Bill's memorial service I told my sister-in-law that I never really felt like I deserved Bill. That I wasn't good enuf. Bill had a Master's degree - I have about 4 college classes in my belt. He had a great job - all I did was take care of the kids. He traveled alot - I'm a small town girl and homebody. She told me "At some point Bill saw something in you that complimented his strengths, that made him love you. To say that you weren't worthy of that love is to throw it away."

Don't ever feel like you're nothing. Don't ever feel like your not worthy. Each of us have our own strengths. For someone to love you even for a little while alone proves that.

Cyn

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Don't fix me -- I'm not broken!
Yarr's love slave.

A + B sitting under the tree, _____________________

Fill in the line yourself

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99 BLM . 75 mnk . 75 nin . 75 pld . 75 war . 48 rng . 41 rdm . 37 thf . 37 drk . 37 sam . 37 brd . 35 bst . 23 whm . 10 pup . 7 blu
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A wave crashes into them and they drown in the sea.....

B stands up and goes "I have to pee"...


cant think of anymore right now.



BTW: Slipknots new album rocks!!!!

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